`*愿难了, 情难了..

新不了情

心若倦了泪也干了
这份深情难舍难了
曾经拥有天荒地老
已不见你暮暮与朝朝

这一份情永远难了
原来时还能再度拥抱
爱一个人如何死守到老
怎样面对一切我不知道

回忆过去痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了今夜的你应该明了
愿难了情难了

Crazy [Patsy Cline]

Crazy, I'm crazy for feeling so lonely
I'm crazy, crazy for feeling so blue
I knew you'd love me as long as you wanted
And then someday you'd leave me for somebody new

Worry, why do I let myself worry?
Wond'ring what in the world did I do?
Crazy for thinking that my love could hold you
I'm crazy for trying and crazy for crying

And I'm crazy for loving you
Crazy for thinking that my love could hold you
I'm crazy for trying and crazy for crying
And I'm crazy for loving you.

A Time For Everything

Ecclesiastes 3

1 There is a time for everything,

and a season for every activity under heaven:

2 a time to be born and a time to die,

a time to plant and a time to uproot,

3 a time to kill and a time to heal,

a time to tear down and a time to build,

4 a time to weep and a time to laugh,

a time to mourn and a time to dance,

5 a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,

a time to embrace and a time to refrain,

6 a time to search and a time to give up,

a time to keep and a time to throw away,

7 a time to tear and a time to mend,

a time to be silent and a time to speak,

8 a time to love and a time to hate,

a time for war and a time for peace.

9 What does the worker gain from his toil? 10 I have seen the burden God has laid on men. 11 He has made everything beautiful in its time. He has also set eternity in the hearts of men; yet they cannot fathom what God has done from beginning to end. 12 I know that there is nothing better for men than to be happy and do good while they live. 13 That everyone may eat and drink, and find satisfaction in all his toil—this is the gift of God. 14 I know that everything God does will endure forever; nothing can be added to it and nothing taken from it. God does it so that men will revere him.

15 Whatever is has already been, and what will be has been before; and God will call the past to account. [a]

16 And I saw something else under the sun: In the place of judgment—wickedness was there, in the place of justice—wickedness was there.

17 I thought in my heart, "God will bring to judgment both the righteous and the wicked, for there will be a time for every activity, a time for every deed."

18 I also thought, "As for men, God tests them so that they may see that they are like the animals. 19 Man's fate is like that of the animals; the same fate awaits them both: As one dies, so dies the other. All have the same breath [b] ; man has no advantage over the animal. Everything is meaningless. 20 All go to the same place; all come from dust, and to dust all return. 21 Who knows if the spirit of man rises upward and if the spirit of the animal [c] goes down into the earth?"

22 So I saw that there is nothing better for a man than to enjoy his work, because that is his lot. For who can bring him to see what will happen after him?

`*Au Revoir, Mon Amour..

If I could find the words to express the thoughts and immense emotions that has resided by me all these while, this entry would have been dated earlier. Even to this day I can't, not until I was reminded of the following song when the chorus sang my heart, one night at a pub.. C'est la vie? Au revoir, mon amour..

最近 by 李圣杰

你最近不说话
怎麽了为什麽
是不是有什麽事让你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁

chorus
你想要的我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路

这一次我们都能很幸福

Marble Halls [Enya]

I dreamt I dwelt in marble halls
With vassels and serfs at my side,
And of all who assembled within those walls
That I was the hope and the pride.
I had riches all too great to count
And a high ancestral name.
But I also dreamt which pleased me most
That you loved me still the same,
That you loved me
You loved me still the same,
That you loved me
You loved me still the same.

I dreamt that suitors sought my hand,
That knights upon bended knee
And with vows no maidens heart could withstand,
They pledged their faith to me.
And I dreamt that one of that noble host
Came forth my hand to claim.
But I also dreamt which charmed me most
That you loved me still the same
That you loved me
You loved me still the same,
That you loved me
You loved me still the same.

If Tomorrow Never Comes

Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel

So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never come

`*Quotes i ♥

`*"if i had another chance to dance with you again, i'll play a song that will never never end.." -Jianling's shout out
`*Forgiveness does not change the past, but it does enlarge the future -Yishan Wong's shout out
`*"Will the Maker of the stars, hear the sound of my breaking heart" -Jeremiah Wong's msn
`*"If i let you go, the things we've come to understand will only be a memory" -Riena Goh's msn
`*While all things has its expiry date, love doesn't.. -Jessica Thian
`*A smiling face does not equate to a smiling heart. -Jimmy Djunadi's shout out
`*Knowledge is horizontal, wisdom is vertical; it comes down from above. -Billy Graham
`*Time heals, time kills.. make time your friend not your enemy. -Jessica Thian
`*The world smiles at you, but Jesus loves you. -Unknown Author
`*When i've reached the end of myself, it's the beginning of God. -Jing Seah's tweet
`*When God is not in the equation of your life, nothing stands. -Jessica Thian
`*Let go and let God.. -Pst Kong Hee

`*My tweets for keeps

`*"Don't take too long to say 'I love you' and 'I want you love' cos time has a habit of slipping away.." 10th Oct '09

`*peanut, roe-ii, jelly and lil sweet pea wasabi thian: good night, u're always on my mind.. 10th Oct '09

`*I find it kind of funny I find it kind of sad. The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had. I find it hard to tell you, I find it hard to take. When people run in circles.. It's a very, very mad world. -2nd Oct '09 01:24pm

`*"When deep injury is done to us, we never recover until we forgive.. Forgiveness does not change the past but it does enlarge the future." -Mary Karen Read, her last journal entry prior to being killed in the virginia tech shooting (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yW759z7HsTw)" 1st Oct '09 02:17am

`*is going away with Him ;') 20th Sep '09 02:32pm

`*is in His courts, v happy!! -20th Sep '09 10:41am

`*不知道为了什么 忧愁它围绕著我 我每天都在祈祷 快赶走爱的寂寞 那天起 你对我说.. 17th Sep '09 02:45pm

`*You're the Lover of my soul, I'll never let You go. -14th Sep '09 01:12pm

`*is thnkin of what a nice date to hold a wedding today and wishes to get married sn.. :') -9th Sep '09 02:19pm

`*Who can grasp Your infinite wisdom.. Who can fathom the depth of Your love -2nd Sep '09 10:22am

`*You are beautiful beyond description, too marvelous for words. Too wonderful for comprehension, like nothing ever seen or heard. -1st Sep '09 04:25pm

`*"darling leave a light on for me.. cuz when the world takes me away, you are still the air that i breathe.." 29th Aug '09

`*Manhood is not found in the number of women you can sleep with, but by staying faithful to one. -24th Aug '09 01:56am

`*take me away, mes mémoires -21st Aug '09 02:04pm

`*my wedding s gonna be like ths: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4-94JhLEiN0&feature=PlayList&p=37CBBC6D82B4E28A&index=0&playnext=1 -13th Aug '09 05:42pm

`*with time i sat the more i knew, i'm payin bac for all tt i've put them thru ; heartaches tt knows no depths & broken smiles tt knows no ends. -11th Aug '09 04:31am

`*Thanks for all the wishes dear ones, appreciate it!! luv u all!! -28th Jul '09 09:49am

`*One more day.. to beautiful sunrise & passing clouds -22nd Jul '09 01:39pm

`*pouting* at "You have 999 unread emails" -20th Jul '09 09:45am

`*Beautiful love, gift from above. -20th Jul '09 01:06pm

`*One of the simple pleasures in my life? Waking up to a mobile bill of SGD 27.77!! ♥s -15th Jul '09 09:41am

`*Great, is the measure of thy love. -12th Jul '09 11:10pm

`*Sudden mixture of emotions gripped me as I took a walk down memory lane.. I beg to differ when people say ignorance is bliss as it's only truth that sets you free -11th Jul '09 04:16pm

`*is up at this hour, celebrating his life & legacy with the world. -8th Jul '09 03:06am

`*A smiling face does not equate to a smiling heart. 3rd Jul '09 04:11pm

`*Rest in peace MJ.. you've been a legend and you'll always be -26th June '09 10:02am

`*888 unread emails- 24th Jun '09 01:11pm

`*The silence of a summer's night brings memories I hold inside.. -20th Jun '09 01:39am

`*Is back to 1929; The New Majestic Hotel now.. Sucha bliss!! -31st May '09 02:09am

`*All that you've left me with.. Ephemeral Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. Time to surrender, time to brace the erase button. -28th May '09 10:25am

`*Just when you thought a love has failed, don't turn on your defence mechanism that only chains you up like a never ending cycle. Because love has the power to make one stronger & better.. -11th May '09 17:19pm

`*On my way to find Okasan nw.. I luv u mommy!! -9th May '09 18:29pm

`*screaming heart -6th May '09 03:35pm

`*says to 'time', 'have mercy on me..' -4th May '09 05:08am

`*Seeing the first ray of spring.. -29th Apr '09 02:29pm

`*Mugging away at work.. miss prancing in e rain in HK.. -29th Apr '09 05:53pm

`*Four more hours to flying away from this scorching hot island!! ;') -23rd Apr '09 02:46am

`*hungry.. longs for seafood linguine in white wine sauce.. sad.. pout* Tuu days to HK -21st Apr 02:13pm

~*`~*`CHELSEA GOT INTO F.A FINALS!! DROGBA, U ROCK, ALWAYS!!'*~'*~ Three days to HKG; cheeky smiles* -20th Apr '09 00:30am

`*had a crazy dose of trance, still missing it -19th Apr '09 10:58am

`*Nine days & counting to my next flight out bt e most exhilarating part of it? I don't even know where my butt will land!! >.<>

`*embracing spring one step at a time -30th Mar '09 12:51pm

`*is thankful for her life -23rd Mar '09 02:48pm

`*An old 'friend' came back to visit me and its name is 'Love Me Tender'. -22nd Mar '09 04:22am

`*embracing spring w His luv.. needs a big hug (}) -15th Mar '09 06:34pm

`*Caught in a kaleidoscope, tryin to find my way home.. -11th Mar '09 09:56pm

`*Caught in a kaleidoscope -10th Mar '09 02:50am

`*Beyond every dark cloud is a silver lining -11th Mar '09 06:19am

`*having a slow sunday, hugs* peanut roeii & jelly.. -8th Mar '09 07:13pm

`*is holding on.. -6th Mar '09 11:55am

`*freeze my ♥ -2nd Mar '09 11:58pm

`*Cut. By smses.. by believing.. 2nd Mar '09 03:40pm

`*brittle ♥ -28th Feb 08:27pm

`*days of solitude within, brittlely my hart beats -26th Feb '09 09:17pm